Transitioning lilly from my bed to hers has been so rough. Part of me regrets co-sleeping, but ugh, I just couldn’t help it. Like, she’s my baby, I need her near me always. I feel like I’ve betrayed her sometimes when she’s fussing and wanting to be out of the crib. :(
I get to see Rose today and I’m so fucking excited.
Anonymous said: How is childbirth? 16 weeks pregnant and kinda flipping.
Intense. Both times for me were just very, very intense.
Labor itself was painful, and the contractions sucked dick but I had a pretty good support system in the room with me.
Uh, for Lilly I had a c-section and that was a piece of cake. Recovering sucked a little but the pain pills help, I only tool half of what I needed and when they discharged me, I only kept taking my medicine for like 3 days.
Honestly, don’t stress the pain. It only hurts for a little while and then you get this beautiful bundle of joy who will make you forget all about the pain. (Seriously, you’ll forget how it felt within a day or two.)
My manager reminds me of you and it makes me glad we aren’t together anymore. You suck.